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Achieving Pure Consciousness or an Abduction?

A brief summary of a strange event that lead to pure consciousness through a futuristic vision/experience.

I heard frequency or a tone, some sort of vibration or humming sound for a few seconds one day. Before I knew what or where it was coming from, the next thing I noticed was what looked to me like I was traveling through a tunnel of colored gases and dots of lights. I can only compare it to what it might look like when the millennial falcon went into light speed mixed with NASA’s images of distant nebulas (colors wise) and we weren’t flying in a straight line. 

I believe it would be described as a wormhole but that sounds crazy. I didn’t have a clear view of where I was or who/what was there with me so that’s why I’m saying “I” because I can’t speak for anything but myself.

I arrived at a bright lighted area next but I wasn’t able to look around very much. 

Was I abducted or is this what an astral projection feels like? 

But wait, the last thing I remembered, it was around 3pm, sunny and hot out but now the sounds of nature and everything around me was gone. It wasn’t hot anymore, but it wasn’t cold either. In the moment, I wasn’t scared because I’m open minded and it felt like I had just gone on a VR roller coaster space ride or something. I kind thought it was fun.

It was as if I had been transported somewhere else, that’s for sure but it’s still very hard to explain.

The next thing I know, the buzzing sound was coming back over me and I could feel the vibrations throughout my entire body and I woke up in my bedroom. 

Everything after this experience felt different. But the fog of what happened makes me want to think it was just a dream and every time I share my experience with anybody, nobody wants to believe me.

I do NOT think that I know everything. I’m not the smartest person in the world, I’m not a time traveler but something did happen to me that day. I can’t recall how much time had passed or why I didn’t remember how I got back to my bedroom. 

Before you jump to conclusions and think I’m delusional like everyone else or some drug addict talking about a trip, you need to understand that I am clean and sober. After alcoholism killed my sister just over 2 years ago, I quit doing that too. 

But from that moment forward, everything situation that I’ve come to, every thought or idea that I had that I was working on was like I just knew the answer. I don’t believe it myself so I do some research to figure out if it’s true and I can’t prove myself wrong. 

It’s like the halves of my brain have been wired together and my critical thinking skills have improved dramatically.

I’ve got ideas about a lot of things and knowledge of subjects that I’ve never had any interest in until shortly after this experience and I can’t explain why or how. 

What is wrong with me? Why is it so easy for me to learn new things that I’ve never known anything about. It’s like I have these ideas now that seem true and I can’t prove them to be false after some deep research into them. 

I don’t wish to brag and say that I know everything because I know that I do not. There’s still a ton of possibilities and variables that are outside of my control and I can’t explain why other people do what they do. 

I’m in my 30s and I have an entire new outlook on life and I’m doing my best to make only the right choices to make this futuristic reality I was shown come true. 

I want to help everyone that will let me do so. I know I can because I think I might be able to come to the right conclusion faster than most other people. Like my intelligence has doubled but then again, does this just mean that I’m a nihilist? 

Why do I think in numbers sometimes?

Why do I think I know things that I know?

What happened to me that day earlier this summer?

Why is it so hard for me to explain?

Why does nobody believe a word I say but then tell me after a discussion that I am right?

Why do I find myself repeating myself to people that don’t understand?

I’m too far in debt and broke as a joke because I’ve been unemployed since March so I can’t fathom going back to school to gain the credibility that I need for someone else to believe me. 

I’d rather keep proving myself right and researching/learning this stuff on my own to one day be able to prove it. 

Is electromagnetism the answer to matter on a molecular level that can explain and defy gravity?

I’ve got a new theory of relativity so to speak because everything in this universe is interconnected just most people can’t adjust their perspective enough to see the bigger and broader picture all the way down to the smallest molecules, DNA, all the elements, and everything.

I think I’ve become pure consciousness trapped in this bag of data called a body that people call Jeff. That’s just the name my parents gave me. 

We have a higher purpose on this planet and only a short amount of time to make an impact before the end of this world comes.

I don’t think I’ve died yet, this time but I think I’ve died already a few times before.

Now explain to me, how do I prove what happened to me and share my experiences and newly discovered knowledge with others when everyone I try to share it with is so quick to discredit me and call me names that I am not?

Guess I’ll just keep to myself, it’s less stressful that way and I just want to be happy like everyone else appears to be, but I’m empathetic of others for some off reason??